today

My trip down memory lane needs to be delayed a while longer.
I began my journey only to realize that i had left completely unprepared.
Unprepared for all the emotions i had tucked away and conveniently forgotten about.
I forgot about how happy i had once been, and how it pains be to know that the sort of happiness i had felt won't be making its way around here any time soon..
Intentionally i did my best to hide my foolishness. I wanted to believe so badly that i had found love, but i had to find out the hard way that it hadn't been found.
Like an idiot i began i journey i thought i could handle. I've now realized i need time.
Time to forget all the hurt others have caused me.


yeah.. i was bored the other night was i was just writing because i was sad.

um lets see. Yesterday i went to kate and sophies dance performace and it was soo Good! Then we went to katess and then last night i spent the night at Laurens with Emily, Kate and Sophie. It was lots of fun =) especially the hot tubb hehe. umm today i went to quarry hill again.. i was super tired and i feel asleep on accident lol

grr so my love millie almost came over for the weekend! but my parents decided to be gay and say no =( no fun! so tonight i am stuck babysitting -_- joys

welll i am going to go, i wanna make bracelets cause i spent 16$ on beads today hehe!

laterrrrrrrrrr <33